Of Birthdays, New Year and Memories~~~

Seems like everyone is doing their last post of the year thing on their blog. Thought I'd ought to do the same as well.

First thing's first, to every single one of you who have wished me happy birthday, I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I really do appreciate even the smallest gesture.And to those who didn't, I wish you all get run over by cancer.
Jokes. I love too many of you to wish that yall get cancer. FFS my own father didn't wish me.

I realise how I've changed this year. Which is quite close to none. Yes, despite all those bullshit I've been through, I hardly change abit. Which can be either a good or a bad thing. You decide

I've met tons of new and wonderful people. Tried my best to keep in touch (not successfully I might add) to those that have left the country.

Do I have any regret about the things I've done in my life this year? Yes. There are a few things I've done which I wish I could change. But no point crying over spilled milk right? I just hope that 2009 would be a better year.

Ok enough emo shit. The funniest shit just happen today.

Wui Liang promised me a birthday present (The only person who bothered I might add lol). And he passed it to me this morning. I was quite curious to be honest. And as I open the wrapper, I just cant help but to bloody laugh.

"Awwww you got me a laptop skin!!! And I don't even have a laptop!"
"WTF!!!???"
"It's ok. I'll prolly hang it in my room or something."

Jokes man. Thanks alot. Appreciate it =)

Just to end the last post of 2008. Pictures taken previous years.

Almost all of them I knew since we were kids.

One awesome class

Nobody can resist posing lol

Jun Lin doing a lala pose. Zhan Fai looking like Hitler. Alvin looks wasted. 5 Gamma at its finest.

Dumb dumb of 5 Gamma

We look happy ~ Samantha

We were =)

Happy New Year everyone.

Merry Christmas~~~

“When Christmas bells are swinging above the fields of snow, we hear sweet voices ringing from lands of long ago, and etched on vacant places are half-forgotten faces of friends we used to cherish, and loves we used to know.”

Ahhhh Christmas. I would have been in such a spirited Christmas mood if it weren't for the fact that I got royally screwed by my parents 3 nights in a row.

Doesn't matter though. I'm still quite cheerful for the night. Presents anyone? =]

And still my favorite Christmas Canon video of all time. We all love Canon =)



Merry Christmas people.

The Host~~~

I have recently finished reading:

~Stephenie Meyer's The Host~

Short Synopsis **Spoiler Warning**
The earth have been invaded.... by aliens (bet you didn't see this one coming). Melanie Stryder is one of few "wild" humans - rebels who have evaded the alien souls that have taken over the Earth. With her younger brother Jamie and the man she loves, Jared Howe, Mel is on the run from souls who hunt down host bodies for use. Souls are creatures that rely upon host bodies to survive. After insertion, they erase any mental presence of the being there prior and establish a claim over the body and mind. Earth is Wanderer's ninth planet, and Mel is her ninth host body. Upon waking inside her new body, she is shocked not only by the vividness of human emotions, memories, and senses, but quickly learns that Melanie Stryder is not willing to give up her mind.

(Shamelessly taken from wikipedia)

I have to say I rather enjoy reading The Host. And yes I'd prefer to read this over the Twilight series. For a start, the characters are so much more believable (I'm looking at you Edward Cullen. Two pages on how you're perfect IS NOT FUN TO READ). And the whole inter-species love triangle thing thats going on (its not as bad as it sound trust me) is definitely complex enough to keep you intrigued. The whole story itself is rather complex as it deals with the issue of violence in our world and in a way reflects on the way we socialize in this world. My only problem with this book is how slow the pacing of the story goes. The whole love triangle thing that goes on can get rather draggy at times.

But all in all, if your a fan of Meyer's work, this is a definitely must read. Even if you're not, its still a decent read if you're looking for some romantic story with a twist in it.

Not bad for a first time review =P

Oh and lastly:

Just because he's wearing a Malaysia t-shirt XP

Comfortably Numb~~~

I should really start to come up with titles that actually compliments the post.

Ever tried so hard for months and months and the thing you were trying to get just slipped away from your hand the moment you thought you got a grip on it? Yes its bloody annoying.

And here a good news for me (well sorta). After months and months of complaining, my dad finally agreed to get me a new graphic card. He said I have to wait till next week though. Geee dad, I wonder what you're getting me for my birthday next week?

Yes this is a shameless post to remind whichever lost internet surfers that next week is my birthday. But of course I'm not gonna make it so obvious by stating that my birthday is on the 28th of December. You have to figure that one out yourself.

Man this is depressing.

Oh and after long months of abandoning her, I decided to pick up my guitar again. Its been a while since I played wif her. I've always wanted to be an electric guitarist, but after considering that I probably wont get an electric any time soon, I decided to just give up on guitaring. Well give up isnt the right word. More like stop playing for a really long time. Well its kinda nice to play it again. Except that my finger isnt exactly enjoying it lol. Ahh screw it.

Back to basic.

~Come to decide that the things that I tried,
Were in my life just to get high on~

Drill Bra FTW~~~

I have just found.

The most.

Incredible Movie Ever.

Yakuza. Ninjas. Tempura. Sushi. Chainsaws. Flying Guillotine. Drill Bra. Revenge!!!!!

THE MACHINE GIRL

For the love of god, any movies which have a drill bra in them have got to be awesome. Watch the damn trailer. Yud laugh yur ass off.

And lastly:
God I miss the pokai gang.

I just choked myself with an ice cream stick.

Holy fuck I am bored as hell.

Fucking Bored~~~

I was playing solitaire for an hour and a half straight non-stop.

That should be enough to give you a picture of how bloody bored I was.

And the best part is?



Thats right lah. Out of the 30 games I played, I only win like, 5 times!?

Like wtf lah.

Im addicted to Disgaea for the DS. Wtf.

You Make Me Feel Like Dancing~~~

Sneaking out of the house at 2 o'clock in the morning.
Cruising around the (almost) empty street of Subang
Convincing J.D to drift around the street.
Listening, singing and shouting to Womanizer on repeat.

Twas fucking awesome.

No Happy Ending~~~

Ok lah I'm too terribly lazy to blog out about the whole thing. And yes I din bother taking any picture at all. Even the one I did are taken by my camera phone which would translate to crappy picture quality. The most I could say is that this year sri kl prom is a shitload better then the last.

Im dead tired eventhough I did nothing thats suppose to wear me out. I'm sitting in empty house home alone. Yes yes I'm bloody emo at the moment.

~This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.~

Serenity~~~

Honestly I can't remember the last time I actually combed my hair. And everytime I do, its usually for a special occasion which involves me putting on my best suit (My only suit. For fuck's sake its not even mine).

I'm off to my ex-school's prom. I'm not even sure why I decided to go. The only thing I remembered is Miya asking me to go to prom and I just said yes without giving much thought.

Ahh well. Pictures will be up tonight. If I din get lazy that is. If I decided to take any picture that is (Which is kinda absurd considering its prom. What kind of idiot doesn't take a picture during prom?).

Ahh well.

EDIT: Screw it I am too lazy. I'll blog about it tomorrow instead. Not much picture to share though.

Relax~~~

Anyone who have a decent taste in music should watch these video =)

Ohh and Mika's awesome.

Niwae I've been vid hopping in YouTube. There's this dude on YouTube who left a negative comment on a video with the most horrible English I've ever seen. I don't usually comment on other peoples spelling and grammar considering that mine isn't that great. But this guy spelling and grammar is horrible to the point of digging your eye out, so I left him a comment on it. And guess what? He actually replied me by sending me a message on my YouTube channel. Heres the message he left me:

*Click on picture for clearer view

AncI jOO wOnder Y I cOmMented ONN his Enqqlish.

P.S Anyone who sees the youtube video being slightly cut out of frame is because you're using Internet Explorer. Its your fault really because Internet Explorer sucks balls to the max. Use Firefox =)

~Its as if I'm scared. Its as if I'm terrified. Are you scared?~

Carbon Anniversary~~~

Wishing all the Muslims around the world a Happy Raya Aidiladha (not sure if its spelled as Aidiladha or Aidil Adha. Yes I'm that screwed up).

I was at my grandparents house the past few days. Twas boring I suppose. Not much to be done there though I brought my Nintendo DS. So I was pretty much lazing around with my DS the whole day and my mum was sorta annoyed by it. And she said something that made me go WTF?

"Ya know, you've been playing that thing for the whole day. Why don't you spend your time more wisely and go watch your grandfather sacrifice the bull" (In B.M of course)

Wtf??? So according to her watching bulls getting slaughtered is a better time spend then playing games?

I don't get my parents sometimes -__-

~I don't have to sell my heart. It's yours for free~

Stationary Stationary~~~

You know, if you started shouting "STFU LAH MY BALLS HURT LIKE HELL WEI!!!!!" in a middle of a shopping mall, you know pretty damn well that at least one of your friends will post about it in his/her blog.

You only got yourself to blame

And happy birthday Kim =)

Random Shit~~~

A few post ago I mention that Izwan was the most, and still is, random fagg I've ever met in my life. And heres an example:

So I was watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S with my family and I got a phone call from him. Heres how the conversation goes:

Izwan: Dude, go outside and look to the sky.
Me : Ummmmm why?
Izwan: Look at the moon. There's like, only 2 stars on top of it. And right now its a half moon. So it looks like a smiley.
Me : .............................................................................. RANDOM!!!!!!!!!!!

And after a few talks and arguments (about moons and stars wtf)

Izwan: Right. I should get back to my work. You really should stop disturbing me.
Me :~!@#$%^&*

I need the holidays to start now =.=

~Are we human? Or are we dancer? - Human, The Killers~

You Caught Me Off Guard~~~

Really dont have much to blog these days. Except that even after my As exam ended I still have to attend 2 weeks of college. And then theres test that the lecturer gives. Which IMO a pain in the bloody ass.

I mean cmon who the fuck would want to do test right after a major exams??? I mean I can understand if the lecturer would like to continue with the teaching but to force us to come to college using test as an excuse is lame.

Oh and my high school prom is coming up and I'd be wearing the same suit that I wore during graduation and last year's prom. Yeahhhhh I'm not that excited about that fact really. I tried talking to my dad about it and he said he never even had a suit in my age. I mean cmon the suit I'm wearing is not even mine. ITS HIS!! I honestly woud like to get my own one at least -__-

I'm in need of so many things atm. I need a new speaker for my computer because my current speaker is sounding like crap now. I need a new headphone because my current one is only working on one side (happens to all my headphone for some reason). I need a new graphic card because my old one got burned (don't ask me how that happen as I honestly don't know). And lastly I need a new guitar strings, because my current one is getting rusty =.=
And you can't call me spoilt because I only get the stuff that I want every now and then. I guess that makes me..... normal? Hey Christmas and my birthday is coming soon, so is that excuse enough to get me those things?? =)

Get me those things and I shall shower you with my love.

Yes, I know that sounds wrong. And yes, it was written on purpose.

And lastly, I finally decided to put up a C.Box on my blog. So help yourself and spam away.

P.S WHERE THE FUCK IS MY TACHOS?????

~If the next two words out of your mouth aren't "See Ya," then the third word will be "Oh My God, My Crotch, You've Punched Me In The Crotch!! - Dr. Cox, Scrubs~

laalalalalla~~~

I swear I'm gonna do a proper update soon =.= I'm just pretty tied up at the moment.

Better days~~~

As is finally over. Now I can chill back for abit. Even if its just for a while =)

Paul's party tomorrow. At least there's something to look forward too.

Random conversation of the day:

Me: A few things in life never change.
Dhassareth: Yeah. Like stairs.
Me: Wtf?

Garh I'm so tempted to delete some of my major rant post.

Lost Faith~~~

I would have write a whole essay on it. But considering my last few post have been nothing but rant I'll try to keep it as short as possible.

But I would like to make a few point clear.

There are certain part of my life that I keep to my self. There are certain things in my life I do not share with just anyone. Not my parents, not my friends, AND NOT EVEN YOU. So dun act as though you know everything about me. Just because I take you as my best friend does not gives you the right to think you know everything about me.

You think you know everything about me? You think you're all that?

I've treated you with respect. Whenever you asked for my help I would be more than glad to help you out.

All these years I've always notice what type of person you are. What type of attitude you have. And believe me when I say that the friends you think you have, are mostly fakes. Most of them threw shits at you behind your back. Despite all these things they did and say about you, I remain your friend. I might not stand your attitude sometimes, but I remain as a true friend. Despite your obvious flaws I always try to see the better part of you. I CALLED YOU MY BEST FRIEND FOR FUCK SAKE. And I honestly could not believe of those shit you said about me.

I don't know if you'll end up reading this and I don't care. Because just like many of your other friends, I'll just "act" in front of you now. I honestly couldn't care less about you anymore.

Never blind~~~

I'm tired, frustrated, and fucking annoyed.

When I specifically tell you not to hold my word against me, DON'T FUCKING DO IT.

I'm not the type of person who's blind to his own mistake. I'm more aware to my own mistake than you think. I don't need anyone to fucking rub it in my face.

Everyday, these past few days ends in shit.

And the few people that could cheer me up are never around.




I need you. Badly.

-_____-~~~

Dont ask me why or how but I found this video highly amusing.

Angels deserve to die~~~

These past few days have been nothing short of awesome =)

Well if you count out my crappy econs exam and a certain fagg, life is all great.

Crystal, J.D you guys were freaking awesome. You guys were really there for me when I need you most :]

Had an outing with Iva, which was nothing short of awesome. ~4 hours of ice skating does take its toll on yur feet (my feet was swollen for the rest of the day lol) but twas really fun.

AND I FUCKING BRAKED!!!! FUCK YEAH I FINALLY FUCKING BRAKED PROPERLY!!!!
sure it was totally by accident and I couldn't do it again but hey its a start

I've learn a few things these past few days. One of it is that when life gives you lemon, you could either:

a)Make lemonade

or

b)You can ignore the lemons and grab life by the lips and just YANK as hard as you can! Throw it to the ground, beat it senseless, spit on its mouth and take its fucking wallet! And yell triumphantly "NO! NO GODDAMN IT, I WILL NOT TAKE THESE LEMONS OR THIS SHIT, SO FUCK YOU!"

Basically what I'm trying to say in point b) is that, you don't have to make the best out of every bad situation you encounter. Once in a while, just.get.the.fuck.out.of.it.

Another life's lesson by Dr. Irfan. I'm awesome

~Amidst all of the crap that we're going through, last thing I need is testicular cancer~

Fuck this~~~

You come to me asking BEGGING for my help. And yet you acted as though I played
no part in it. You acted as though you did everything on your own. And I'm annoyed as hell because of that. I wasted abysmal amount of time and effort for you and you throw shit in my face? At least now I know what type of person you are.

Garh fuck this I'm not gonna bitch about it in my blog.

I'm sick of being the nice guy.

18~~~

Happy Birthday to Azrin, Jillian and Rui Ting :]

Mama Mia~~~

Garh just got home from a long day out with my parents. They sorta forced me to watch Mama Mia with them. Ahh well. At least they paid for my golden lounge seating.

Overall I really liked the show :] The music's great, the acting is great and the story is simple and light-hearted enough to enjoy.

Though Moulin Rouge is still on the top of my favourite musical.

Am I the only one who thinks that Pierce Brosnan stole the spotlight of the 3 possible fathers?

Oh and his singing is epic lulz.

~I don't know the answer, but neither do you~

Epic~~~

Special thanks to Josef for making this epic header :]

Im gonna change my layout abit soon. Once I figure how to work shit out.

Ok I manage to align everything perfectly now. No big changes I know but this small shit nearly cause me to crack my head.

I just had a new found respect for web designers now.

~Nobody needs to know~

These Words~~~

I was just sitting back in my room enjoying the view from my window (If you consider the back of other people's house a view that is) and thinking bout my past and how different it was from what is happening now.

Back then going to a friends house is considered to be a "special occasion". Now me and my friends just drop by each other house as though we live there. Back then going to the mall on our own was considered to be an adventure. Now I'm accompanying a friend to get her back tattooed.

And for some reason when I think about this kind of stuff I get scared. Scared shitless. And I have no idea why. I suppose it has just hit me that we are all growing up. And why am I so scared of it? I have no idea.

Sorry for this rather gay post.

Incase yur wondering, THIS is the view from my window. Exciting isnt it?

I was too free so I decided to play aroud with my photoshop for a while lol.

Maths~~~

FUCKING STATS!!!!!!!!!!

Chicken Dancing~~~

Did I just say "Chicken dancing in yur mouth"????

We Will Steal Your Tacos!!!!!~~~

I WANNA GO SKATING!!!!

Yes yes I suddenly had a suddenly had the urge to go skating again. I blame Iva for inviting me over and causing me to have too much fun on the ice.

Garhhh I'm gonna get my braking right I swear.

One thing have been bothering me though. The last time I skate was 4 years ago. And I felll down 4 times. I skated for 4 hours. And (thanks for Iva for pointing it out) I left the rink at 4 p.m.

Yeahhhhh I'm a lil freaked out myself.

Promise myself to go again next week.

Did somebody mention exams?


Paramore's new album coming soon WOOOTTT!!!

So What~~~

Happy 100th Post Rofl.

100 useless crap post and still counting.


TAGGED BY: Elfie

THE SELF

[01] Real name:
Mohd Irfan bin Lukman.

[02] Nickname/s:
Afro, Fro, Fan, Curly and the more recent one Malay (My classmate in college called me that -.- Actually I got lots more but these are just the popular ones lol).

[03] Married:
In the way Elfie put it; Hell No

[04] Zodiac Sign:
Ze Goat (Capricon)

[05] Gender:
Male.

[06] Age:
Tujuh Belas

[07] High school:
SM Sri Kuala Lumpur. Twas fun.

[08] College:
Taylors University College Malaysia

[09] Height:
Dunno. Honest.

[10] Weight:
Dunno. Honest. Though I assure you I'm damn light.

[11] Do you like yourself:
Of course!!! Have you not seen my

[12] Piercings:
Nay

[13] Right or left:
-

[14] Are you a freak:
You tell me

[15] Hair:
Too easy. Curly.

[16] Skin:
Brown red-ish I suppose.

[17] Allergies:
None that I know of.

[18] What are you doing now:
Listening to Backstreet Boys Album Discography on replay.

[19] What will you do 1 hour later:
Probably sleep. Exhausted lah.

[20] What will you do 10 years later:
Honestly I really dont know.


THE FAMILY

[21] Live with :
Mommy and Daddy

[22] Siblings(including you):
1

[23] Eldest:
Me.

[24] Youngest:
Me.

[25] Love/hate your family:
Its more of a love-annoy relationship. My mum tends to annoy me alot. But I do love her.


THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half:
Nope.

[27] If yes, who is he/she:
Your mum.

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
Your mum (Sorry I'm doing alot of yur mum jokes lately)

[29] Time(s) you've been in a relationship:
Twice. But the first one was just weird. Lol nobody believes me anyway.

[30] Ever woo a boy/girl:
Lol I tried?

[31] Anyone woo you before:
Your mum (Ok I swear this is the last one)

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half:
Lol its a rather personnal story. And quite hilarious/ridiculous.

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
Note the word personnal.

[34] Ever argue with your other half:
Ok honestly I really dont know how the concept of other half works.

[35] You with your other half since:
Refer above.

[36] Reasons you love your other half:
Refer above.

[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you:
Lol?

[39] Ever think of marry he/she:
Quote Elfie: These questions are grammatically wrong.



THE FRIENDS


[40] Your first best friend:
I remember him pretty well lol. His name is Nazrin. My busmate for 2 years in Sri KL. Then he left and I've never heard from him since.

[41] Your first enemy:

The same dude Nazrin. We fight all the time. Even to the point of punching and kicking each other.

[42] The friend you love the most(1 only):
Lol. Not saying. Others might get jealous lol.

[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only):
I dont hate people longer then a week.

[44] Your most beautiful girl friend:
Your mum (Ok I lied).

[45] Your most handsome boy friend:
.............

[46] The kind of girl you hate the most:
Ummm really dunno how to explain.

[47] The kind of boy you hate the most:
Lol.

[48] You fall in love with your close friend before:
Not that I know of.

[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover:
Ex-Gf yes.

[50] If your friend backstabbing you:
I'll chainsaw his/her back.

[51] If your friend betray you:
Quote Elfie: Avoid them.

[52] If your friend woo your lover:
That'll be interesting.

[53] If your friend fall in love with you:
We'll manage.

[54] If you fall in love with your best friend:
Tell her I suppose. I think.


THE STUDIES

[55] Are you a good student:
I can dream?

[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments:
Lol Hell no.

[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most:
I really dun like answering all this "Love the most" type question.

[58] Always late to school/college:
School no. College rofl yes.

[59] You love your seniors:
Love is overrated.

[60] Seniors who you love the most:
Wtf

[61] Your classmates good/bad:
Nothing short of awesomeness.

[62] Excellent result classmate:
Dunno. Samantha?

[63] Laziest classmate:
As in, excluding me?

[64] Smart people:
We are all smart in our own way. (Epic bullshit)

[65] Stupid people:
We are all smart in our own way. (Epic bullshit)

[66] Good looking people:
Who, me?

[67] Ugly people:
lol?

[68] Funny people:
Funny ot some, plain weird to others.

[69] Cute people:
Lol. Shin Nie does fall under the cute category.

[70] Bad people:
None that I can tell.

[71] Honest people:
We are all liars. Admit it.

[72] Acting people:
Quote Elfie: Aren't we all actors? Innocent on the outside but dirty on the inside?

[73] You are what kind of people:
One of a kind.


THE PREFERENCE.

[74] Lip or eyes:
Ummm I'd prefer if she have both.

[75] Hugs or kisses:
HUGS

[76] Shorter or taller:
Shorter. Just for an ego boost.

[77] Hesitant or spontaneous:
Spontaneous

[78] Nice stomach or nice arms:
Hmmmm arms.

[79] Listener or Talker:
The one that can do both.

[80] Romantic or rich:
Romantic. But rich helps.

[81] Good husband or good father:
rofl.


THE FUTURE

[82] Age to get married:
Ahhh when it comes it comes.

[83] Numbers of kid(s):
4 max. 2 min.

[84] Career:
No idea.

[85] Salary:
6 Digits baby. Lol. As high as it can get lah.

[86] Retirement age:
50 maybe? Havent planned that far.

[87] Properties value:
Quote Elfie: Millions in US$, not RM.

[88] Wishes:
No more discrimination in all of us (Myself Included)


THE VICTIMS
If you're that free.
OK lah: Your Mum.

Reaper~~~

I am currently addicted to the show Reaper. Thank god to the guy who uploaded EVERY SINGLE EPISODE of Reaper in youtube. Shall finish watching it before youtube close his account XD

Here's a random conversation wif J.D the other day:

J.D : Hey dude wtf is that thing hanging on her chest? Looks damn weird.
Me : Its called breast moron, women have them.

I cant get this conversation out of my head lol. But to be fair that girl we were talking about was wearing some sort of weird looking necklace. Dreamcatcher like but not quite.

Still its his fault for putting the sentence in such a way that'll make him sound retarded.

To Enjoy Life's Moment~~~

I was suppose to post this yesterday but fell asleep before I could finish. Yes I fell asleep in front of my computer. Again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!11ONE!!ONE!!11!!

Photo taken off facebook. Sorry if you feel that I should inform you first =\
I'll take it down the instant you tell me to.

You are definitely one of my most favourite girl in this world. Enjoyed every single chat we had, even if its just for a minute. You're the only one whom I could rot and begged with :]

I could spend ages writing about you but in the end conclusion is that:
You're everything I could ask for in a little sister.
Love you loads.

____________________________________________________________________

On a totally separate note:

Izwan, you are the most random fagg I could have possibly met in my life. And I'm being literal.

~You may never see,
Or realise what life means for me,
But its a place for us to hold on,
To enjoy life's moment~

Womanizer~~~

Ok so how one can turn such slutty sounding song (I'm not saying its a slutty song I'm just saying its slutty sounding) like this:



to this:



Only David Choi could do it.

I realise how emo I tend to be when I'm super bored and lonely

~LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE~

Exam's A Bitch~~~

Here I am trying, in the middle of the night trying to figure out how the hell to find dh/dt. Wished Shevie (shes the only A-Level student online) good luck for exam, only to remember that she dropped maths.

Huhu I'm scared

Because I Can~~~

You don't need to have tracked the world for your true love and have saved her from her own self-loathing to try and see if maybe that girl from math class might be interested in a date. You can do that today.

You don't need to have your family murdered by a megalomaniac clown and find redemption in the innards of your own soul to learn what exactly it means to let past evil influence your life of the present. You can do that today.

You don't need to have seen your world blow up around you and live in a dump to stand up and face the new day with a smile regardless. You can do that today.

Never be too scared to lose something to not try and get it altogether. People who know what they want and work hard to get it are the best kind out there, respected by others and themselves.

You knock that sucker out

Some random quotes I found while surfing the net. Tot twas pretty nice.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind~~~

I'm bored. I'm lonely. And not too mention I'm feeling extremely crappy.

Bless Mae for actually replying my message.

Sigh. Useless post no?

~This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.~

Edit: I've no idea why but I posted this at 2 in the morning but its only shown now.

Meet My Maker~~~

Tagged by Elfie =)


Instructions. - Google Image search for your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and give minimal explanations. - Tag 5 people to do the same after answering the questions.

1. The age you will be on your next birthday.

18 by ~distorted-perspectiv on deviantART

Pressie anione?

2. A place you want to travel to.



Rome by ~candova on deviantART

Gotta love em rome =)

3. Your favourite place.


Bedroom by ~kokuban on deviantART

Minus the girl.Shucks.

4. Your favourite food.


Heart Sushi by ~Ziralma on deviantART

SUSHI!!!!!

5. Your favourite pet.


cat by ~Roberth on deviantART

Rawr

6. Your favourite colour combination.

black and white butterfly by ~m3ntalysan3 on deviantART

Im not emo

7. Your all-time favourite song.

Romeo and Juliet by ~crestfallen-nirvana on deviantART

Romeo And Juliet by Dire Straits. Covered by The Killers.

8. Your favourite TV show.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S by ~ThunderPEA on deviantART

Who doesnt love F.R.I.E.N.D.S?

9. The first name of your significant other/crush.

:]

10. The city/town that you live in.

Din think S.J would look this lovely.

11. Your screen name.

Not exactly my screen name. More like my game name; Scy†he

12. Your first job.

cashier by *tedwardo24 on deviantART

Twas fun I suppose.

13. Your dream job.

I Wana Be A Rock Star by ~MattLew on deviantART

Thats why they call it "dream" job.

14. One bad habit that you have.

Procrastination by ~Searoll on deviantART

Rofl.

15. Your favourite piece of clothing.

The watch by ~BlackWhiteQueen on deviantART

As much as I like to hunt for T-Shirts, watches is my top fav. If only I had the money.

16. Your worst fear.


Alone by ~DarkdrAgonprincesss on deviantART

17. The thing you would like to do before you die.


Sex-Ed by ~boundsparrow on deviantART

Lalaalalal dun we all?

18. The first thing you'd buy with $1 mil.


Porsche Carrera GT by ~koolfreak795 on deviantART

Dun care what anyone say. ME WAN ME PORSCHE!!!!!
Porsche Carrera GT is my <3>
I tagged: No one Oklah fine Ill tag Iva. Cuz she hardly do these things.

Ok I cheated abit. Screw google. Im all Deviantart baby. Plus im lazy to dwnload then upload again so I just embedded it =) Xcept for a few.

Elfie already used the good pictures -.-

Diddle-Y-A-Doo-Dat~~~

Apologize for the lack of update =\

Internet is gaying up on me these last few days
and
Been awfully lazy to do anything these days (what else is new?).

Holidays over. College started again.... for like one week? Then its another week of raya holiday. Im not sure whether to be glad or annoyed. Unless I have something to look forward to during holidays, I really prefer to go to college or school.

Well my holiday isnt that bad honestly. Went clubbing with a few friends and burned a cat. Yes I burned a cat. A dead cat of course. I couldnt even bring myself to chase cats away let alone burn them alive. Ya see there was a dead cat in the drain infront of my house. And since none of us coul bring ourselves to dispose of it, me and my dad decided to burn it. The stench was horrible okay so it had to be done. Plus there was maggots and flies growing from inside the cat. Gotta get rid of it.
I actually took a couple of pictures of the cat before we burned it, while we burned it and after we burned it. But because of the barbaric nature of the photo, I shall not post it up.

Ok lah im just lazy to upload it.

Ohh and I went clubbing. No I'm not the type who goes for clubbing every Friday night. I suppose without alcohol its just not as exciting as it could be. My first clubbing experience wasnt that pleasant either. Our drinks got messed up and what I thought to be a plain and harmless coke, turned out to be something else. And by something else I meant something alcoholic.

I remember the conversation almost perfectly;

Me: Why the fuck is my coke so damn sweet?
J.D: I dunno. Maybe they put extra sugar in it.
Me: Who the fuck puts sugar in coke? Dun care lah. Taste not bad. Quite nice actually.
J.D: Then order sumore lah. I'm paying for it anyway.

So basically I ordered more. Even till now I couldnt figure out what that drink's called. Long story short, I got completely wasted. And I cant remember much of what happen during that period.

My first experience with alcohol. And I hope that its the last.

Ever since that day I basically turned down any invitation for clubbing by any of my friends. Except last week lol. A few of my friend "requested" *cough*begged*cough* me to tag along wif them. Its holiday. And Im bored anyway. Apparently they need someone sober with them to make sure they dun cross the line while they waste themselve to oblivion.

And you bitches better be gratefull of the fact that Im there to jaga yall.

ZACK I STOPPED YOU FROM DOING A FREAKING STRIPSHOW IN THE MIDDLE OF A FREAKING CLUB. AND I FUCKING DROVE ALL OF YOU HOME WHILE YOU GUYS WERE LAYING WASTED AT THE BACK OF YUR CAR.
And not to mention I narrowly escape from being arrested.

Yes while all 5 of them was dead drunk, I actually drove them home with J.D's car. Hell Im not even licensed to drive. And on the way back.... I had to go through a police roadblock. I have no idea how I managed to pass through the roadblock with 5 drunken moron in the car. And Chris tried to molest disturb me halfway thru sending them all home. I dropped J.D home last and considering I got no other way of going home, I borrowed his car for the night.

Actual phone call from J.D the next day;

J.D: Ehhhh dude did you took my car last night? (he cant even remember how he got home -.-)
Me: Ummmm no. Why the fuck would I wan to take yur car?
J.D: Then how did I get home?
Me: I called a cab for yall lah. Wtf u expect me to drive yall home?
J.D: Then......wtf...... FUCK FAN I THINK MY CAR IS STOLEN SHIT FUCK CB etc etc.

I burst out laughing after that. Returned his car soon after =)

I would have posted the pictures of all the drunk crap u guys did (including Zack's pre-stripshow) but since Im such a caring friend and does not want you guys to get humiliated, I wont.

FINE LAH IM LAZY LAH SUE ME.


And lastly,

MY FUCKING PHONE GOT STOLEN WTF SHIT CBCBCB etc.

God damn it. For the pass 6 years of me owning a phone, I've never gotten it stolen before. I suppose theres a first time to everything. And I was planning to sell that phone -.-

I told Mak about it, and heres what he said;
"Well technically you did sell your phone, for free"

~If you've got nothing left, say I dont wanna be in love~

I Miss You~~~

Jimmy Eat World~ Hear You Me

There's no one in town I know
You gave us someplace to go
I never said thank you for that
Thought I might get one more chance

What would you think of me now?
So lucky
So strong
So proud
I Never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

What would you think of me now?
So lucky
So strong
So proud
I Never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

Fucking love this song. Fucking emo I know. But this song holds a special meaning to me.
I miss you so badly

~What do you think of me now?~

Because I Can~~~

Wohoo im blogging using my phone!! As quoted from Su Yee: Which is why we should all love opera mini. Why am i blogging from my phone? Because im bored. And I can.

Ok honestly right now im being a lampost. Ya know. The third guy. 2 is a couple 3 is a crowd. Im just here to make a crowd. I personally hate doing this. But considering the how much i like them both (and i was dead bored at home anyway might as well be bored with someone around. Plus they offered me free japanese dinner later. Cant resist that), i agreed to go with them.

My craving for an electric guitar came back to me. I dont know why. But its like all of a sudden i have the urge to play some real powerchord and maybe a few solo. Playing Aerosmith Dream On with my acoustic is not fun. Maybe Ill get a job at the end of the year. Plus the Yamaha store in parade started selling some Les Paul guitar and I gotta say, those guitar is smoking sexy XD. Blah typing on a keypad is annoying. Ill just end it here.

food....~~~

Im starving........................................

We Don't Need Them~~~

Billy Talent~ Red Flag

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Well I've never seen us act like this
Our only hope is the minds of kids
And they'll show us a thing or two

Our only weapons are the guns of youth
It's only time before they tighten the noose
And then the hunt will be on for you

The Red Flag waving never meant the same... no
The Red Flag waving never meant the same

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Like the smallest bee packs a sting
Like a pawn checkmates a King
We'll attack at the crack of dawn

Build a ladder if there's a wall
Don't be afraid to slip and fall
Speak for yourself or they'll speak for you

The Red Flag waving never meant the same... no
The Red Flag waving never meant the same... no!

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Like a fire
Don't need water
Like a jury
Needs a liar
Like a riot
Don't need order
Like a madman
Needs a martyr

We don't need them [x8]

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain
The Red Flag waving never meant the same
The kids of tomorrow don't need today
When they live in the sins of yesterday

Cast off the crutch that kills the pain (We don't need them, we don't need them)
The Red Flag waving never meant the same (We don't need them, we don't need them)
The kids of tomorrow don't need today (We don't need them, we don't need them)
When they live in the sins of yesterday (We don't need them, we don't need them)

We don't need them!!

~Like the smallest bee packs a sting
Like a pawn checkmates a King
We'll attack at the crack of dawn~

Futility~~~

I spent an absurd amount of time arguing with a bunch of friends today.

"Just cause we have no proof of something it, doesn't necessarily means it doesn't exist"

I have no idea why all of a sudden we decided to get all intellectual and started arguing about this. Most of the time we argued on simple stuff like;

"What items is best suited for --- hero? (DotA talk)"
or
"My bitch is hotter than yours (Ironically the majority of us hu argued in this topic are currently single. And after this argument I stopped wondering why.)"

Anyway, I argued strongly on it. I gave some strong point. Religion, politics, moral ethic all came out. I give facts that even if we have no logical proof whether Jesus is divine or just human, majority of the Christians still believe that he is the son of god.

And the reply I got?

"Jesus was an extraterrestrial"

"................................................................"

Futility- All those carefully worded arguments are falling on deaf ears

t_(*.0)_t~~~

"I'm sorry I dont do French kiss. I do Australian kiss."

"And how the hell does Australian kiss works?"

"Its like French kiss, only its done down under."

ROFL. Those are actually real conversation I had with Crystal. Thanks to quick reflex, I avoided getting slapped by her XD. The idea of Australian kiss is taken straight of Elfie's blog.


Exam's over. Fasting month started. Im holding myself better then I thought. Sure I broke ONCE AND ONLY ONCE during exam. But other then that I'm doing quite well :)

There's really not much update on my life really. Just been lazing around waiting for time to fly so I could eat. Worst off my parents will be out for a few days so I'm stuck alone at home starving. Its not that bad since I get to try out lotsa stuff at the bazaar . With my parents around my mum would be cooking and my dad would tell me not too spend too much on food. Now that theyre out I can try out lotsa neat food.

Otak-Otak + Honey Chicken Wing + Roti John + Chicken Rice = Immense hunger satisfaction + Diarrhoea. Lol.

Garhhhh I'm bored outa my head. I miss school. At least there I always have someone to crap with.

Lol. Broccoli guy. Was drawn by Rowena back in form 4. Theres also Apple Man, Durian Boy and Peanut Dude. In fact we displayed her artwork at the back of our class back then lol.

Rowena and me during graduation. I miss how cheerful she was :)

Taken off Su Yee's blog. Why? Because its just cool to play 2 instrument at once.

And lastly:

Gotta love spartan jokes

Oh god I'm bored to death. I need more drama in my life.

~You know I love you so~

Its Our God Forsaken Right To Be Loved~~~

Didn't like it at first, but it eventually grew on me =)

~I'm Yours~

Try to save them all, bleed no more~~~

Lol heres a conversation between me and this friend of mine:

ĄƒŕǾ~: oklah
ĄƒŕǾ~: so tomorrow?
ĄƒŕǾ~: i shall drop by
[ - Rociel - ]: hai haii~
ĄƒŕǾ~: i shall call u be4
ĄƒŕǾ~: or shud i just enter yur house and wake you up myself?
ĄƒŕǾ~: or is dat too rapist~ish
[ - Rociel - ]: LAWL!! you know the code meh?
ĄƒŕǾ~: i think i remember the code XP
[ - Rociel - ]: call me first la~ because indeed it does appear so....
ĄƒŕǾ~: hohoohohoh
ĄƒŕǾ~: ya know i can just..
ĄƒŕǾ~: sneak in yur house
ĄƒŕǾ~: go to yur room.....
ĄƒŕǾ~: watch you sleep....
ĄƒŕǾ~: and when you wake up....
ĄƒŕǾ~: ill be the first face you see....
[ - Rociel - ]: i change my house lock edi!!! WAHAHHAHAHA plan phail~
ĄƒŕǾ~: ....
ĄƒŕǾ~: fuck
[ - Rociel - ]: ROFLMAO~~!!

I miss talking to this girl. I mean I've known her since std 3. We were so small back then. Now we've all I've grown up. Shes still quite small lol. But at least shes turn into quite a hottie.

Hottie no?

Ohhh heres a picture I found while blog hopping. Photos are taken with permission =)

Over dramatic nione?

Hmmmm reminds me of something hmm

Rawr

:)

Ouch

And my personal favorite:

Lol. Quick shout out to Samantha Sik whom I got this pictures from :)

Lastly, fuck I really cant get this song outa my head XD



Stupid youtube not allowing me to embed it =\

Im out bitch~~

Current Playlist~ Nightwish - The Poet And The Pendulum

~I’m afraid.

I'm so afraid.

Being raped again and again and again.

I know I will die alone.

But loved.~