You Caught Me Off Guard~~~

Really dont have much to blog these days. Except that even after my As exam ended I still have to attend 2 weeks of college. And then theres test that the lecturer gives. Which IMO a pain in the bloody ass.

I mean cmon who the fuck would want to do test right after a major exams??? I mean I can understand if the lecturer would like to continue with the teaching but to force us to come to college using test as an excuse is lame.

Oh and my high school prom is coming up and I'd be wearing the same suit that I wore during graduation and last year's prom. Yeahhhhh I'm not that excited about that fact really. I tried talking to my dad about it and he said he never even had a suit in my age. I mean cmon the suit I'm wearing is not even mine. ITS HIS!! I honestly woud like to get my own one at least -__-

I'm in need of so many things atm. I need a new speaker for my computer because my current speaker is sounding like crap now. I need a new headphone because my current one is only working on one side (happens to all my headphone for some reason). I need a new graphic card because my old one got burned (don't ask me how that happen as I honestly don't know). And lastly I need a new guitar strings, because my current one is getting rusty =.=
And you can't call me spoilt because I only get the stuff that I want every now and then. I guess that makes me..... normal? Hey Christmas and my birthday is coming soon, so is that excuse enough to get me those things?? =)

Get me those things and I shall shower you with my love.

Yes, I know that sounds wrong. And yes, it was written on purpose.

And lastly, I finally decided to put up a C.Box on my blog. So help yourself and spam away.

P.S WHERE THE FUCK IS MY TACHOS?????

~If the next two words out of your mouth aren't "See Ya," then the third word will be "Oh My God, My Crotch, You've Punched Me In The Crotch!! - Dr. Cox, Scrubs~

laalalalalla~~~

I swear I'm gonna do a proper update soon =.= I'm just pretty tied up at the moment.

Better days~~~

As is finally over. Now I can chill back for abit. Even if its just for a while =)

Paul's party tomorrow. At least there's something to look forward too.

Random conversation of the day:

Me: A few things in life never change.
Dhassareth: Yeah. Like stairs.
Me: Wtf?

Garh I'm so tempted to delete some of my major rant post.

Lost Faith~~~

I would have write a whole essay on it. But considering my last few post have been nothing but rant I'll try to keep it as short as possible.

But I would like to make a few point clear.

There are certain part of my life that I keep to my self. There are certain things in my life I do not share with just anyone. Not my parents, not my friends, AND NOT EVEN YOU. So dun act as though you know everything about me. Just because I take you as my best friend does not gives you the right to think you know everything about me.

You think you know everything about me? You think you're all that?

I've treated you with respect. Whenever you asked for my help I would be more than glad to help you out.

All these years I've always notice what type of person you are. What type of attitude you have. And believe me when I say that the friends you think you have, are mostly fakes. Most of them threw shits at you behind your back. Despite all these things they did and say about you, I remain your friend. I might not stand your attitude sometimes, but I remain as a true friend. Despite your obvious flaws I always try to see the better part of you. I CALLED YOU MY BEST FRIEND FOR FUCK SAKE. And I honestly could not believe of those shit you said about me.

I don't know if you'll end up reading this and I don't care. Because just like many of your other friends, I'll just "act" in front of you now. I honestly couldn't care less about you anymore.

Never blind~~~

I'm tired, frustrated, and fucking annoyed.

When I specifically tell you not to hold my word against me, DON'T FUCKING DO IT.

I'm not the type of person who's blind to his own mistake. I'm more aware to my own mistake than you think. I don't need anyone to fucking rub it in my face.

Everyday, these past few days ends in shit.

And the few people that could cheer me up are never around.




I need you. Badly.

-_____-~~~

Dont ask me why or how but I found this video highly amusing.

Angels deserve to die~~~

These past few days have been nothing short of awesome =)

Well if you count out my crappy econs exam and a certain fagg, life is all great.

Crystal, J.D you guys were freaking awesome. You guys were really there for me when I need you most :]

Had an outing with Iva, which was nothing short of awesome. ~4 hours of ice skating does take its toll on yur feet (my feet was swollen for the rest of the day lol) but twas really fun.

AND I FUCKING BRAKED!!!! FUCK YEAH I FINALLY FUCKING BRAKED PROPERLY!!!!
sure it was totally by accident and I couldn't do it again but hey its a start

I've learn a few things these past few days. One of it is that when life gives you lemon, you could either:

a)Make lemonade

or

b)You can ignore the lemons and grab life by the lips and just YANK as hard as you can! Throw it to the ground, beat it senseless, spit on its mouth and take its fucking wallet! And yell triumphantly "NO! NO GODDAMN IT, I WILL NOT TAKE THESE LEMONS OR THIS SHIT, SO FUCK YOU!"

Basically what I'm trying to say in point b) is that, you don't have to make the best out of every bad situation you encounter. Once in a while, just.get.the.fuck.out.of.it.

Another life's lesson by Dr. Irfan. I'm awesome

~Amidst all of the crap that we're going through, last thing I need is testicular cancer~

Fuck this~~~

You come to me asking BEGGING for my help. And yet you acted as though I played
no part in it. You acted as though you did everything on your own. And I'm annoyed as hell because of that. I wasted abysmal amount of time and effort for you and you throw shit in my face? At least now I know what type of person you are.

Garh fuck this I'm not gonna bitch about it in my blog.

I'm sick of being the nice guy.

18~~~

Happy Birthday to Azrin, Jillian and Rui Ting :]

Mama Mia~~~

Garh just got home from a long day out with my parents. They sorta forced me to watch Mama Mia with them. Ahh well. At least they paid for my golden lounge seating.

Overall I really liked the show :] The music's great, the acting is great and the story is simple and light-hearted enough to enjoy.

Though Moulin Rouge is still on the top of my favourite musical.

Am I the only one who thinks that Pierce Brosnan stole the spotlight of the 3 possible fathers?

Oh and his singing is epic lulz.

~I don't know the answer, but neither do you~

Epic~~~

Special thanks to Josef for making this epic header :]

Im gonna change my layout abit soon. Once I figure how to work shit out.

Ok I manage to align everything perfectly now. No big changes I know but this small shit nearly cause me to crack my head.

I just had a new found respect for web designers now.

~Nobody needs to know~

These Words~~~

I was just sitting back in my room enjoying the view from my window (If you consider the back of other people's house a view that is) and thinking bout my past and how different it was from what is happening now.

Back then going to a friends house is considered to be a "special occasion". Now me and my friends just drop by each other house as though we live there. Back then going to the mall on our own was considered to be an adventure. Now I'm accompanying a friend to get her back tattooed.

And for some reason when I think about this kind of stuff I get scared. Scared shitless. And I have no idea why. I suppose it has just hit me that we are all growing up. And why am I so scared of it? I have no idea.

Sorry for this rather gay post.

Incase yur wondering, THIS is the view from my window. Exciting isnt it?

I was too free so I decided to play aroud with my photoshop for a while lol.